I Choose To LIVE

Four years ago I left my job. I had a profound spiritual awakening and I couldn’t stay. I couldn’t keep working. Why? Because I realized it was killing me. I had been sick for the previous four years with what […]

Too Much Magic

A few months ago some of my old childhood books came back into my life. My aunt called to say she had some of my books I had lent to my younger cousin. She asked if I wanted them back. […]

My Love Affair With Klonopin

I know spiritual people aren’t supposed to take drugs, let alone talk about them in a blog post. We are supposed to have clean, pure bodies – ingesting only the most organic of foods, the most natural of supplements and […]


A few years ago, shortly after I began exploring spirituality, I read the book “Sacred Contracts” by Carolyn Myss. I was trying to figure out why I was sick – the spiritual reason. I was searching for answers as to […]

The Fear of Feeling

As a child, I was terrified of my emotions. When I was nine I started having anxiety and panic attacks. They were random panic feelings that seemed to come out of nowhere. I didn’t know there was a name for […]